sing my lungs out just to reach you.

fuck you

2011-02-26T11:19:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooo. so N inda dapat tidur :c

and i dont give a dang dang dang dang dang dang dang blablabla! haha.

so it's like 3:20 in the morning. haha wooooot. i know right. N cant sleep banarnya, bored and jobless. and when im jobless, i stalk and be bitchy. hahaha fuck the rest i dont fucking give a shit. haahhaa aku banarnya stress wah. like damnly stress. ahhhahaha tapi fuck la. like i said, cant handle any fucking stress right now. beuban krg rambutku. pyh krg. hahaha. dangg~

i wonder what he's doing right now. i stare up at the stars, i wonder just where you are~ haha banai. hmm k :c N feels sad for now.

feels sad cause ada la ceritanya. HAHAH AS IF ANYONE IS READING MY FUCKING BLOG. HAHAHA WHAT FUCK DO I CARE. FUCK~ WEEEEEEE~ hahaha k.

srsly gurl~ if you dont like me, imma be fine cause i still have ma gurlfrenssssss. yknowhumsain? :p hahahaha.

N LAPARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! grr. i might as well jadi cannibal monster for now. haha buduh. okay, whatever. who's awake? aku lanja taie kucingku. ahahha mmkay -.-

aku lapar, bored, stresssssssssssssssssssssssssss argh stress. k.

bah, bye.

i love you 5! weeeeee~

2011-01-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

my new school uniform. hello SMSA! i can't sleep. :(

too excited bah. hehehe, happy new year y'all!

2010-12-26T13:33:00.000-08:00

Now I'm feeling so fly like a chicken, like a chicken. But chicken can't fly, it ain't G6. haha lame shit? I know. But that's just me. Lame yet funny. :P

like a G6

2010-12-26T12:38:00.000-08:00

bitchessssssssssssssssssssssss, what up?

i can't sleep :(

it's 5 something am. haish. siapa ada sleeping pills? aku mau tidor ah. tapi skalur ah mataku. palui sial kima buduh palir. haha apaan, berabis abis menyumpah ah. lol. anw, merry christmas. ngalih ku lyn urg time openhouse ah. kan mati genya usulku. hahaha apaan. luan~

i miss ajeek. i missssssss youuu babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i miss you nowwwww im feelin so fly like a G6. haha. ):

i missss your cute lips. and your cute voice. i miss your cute everything! sigh. i hope we can meet again soon. rindu rindu ani killing me yknow. and i love you like bee love honey catu. sweet kah? inda eh, masin masam tu.

okay bye!

off to zZZzZzZz land.

xoxo's

dear sam.

2010-12-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

3 days together, 3 days of chaos and fights.
im just wondering when are we going to stop fighting, maybe a day or a week ka? im worried k. and im sorry ): this time is my fault, i didnt mean to, shouldve told you but you know the best, you know that i love you. you can get mad at me whenever i do something wrong, i dont mind, perfect me from all the wrong doings, fix me and all cause i love you, i trust you. i trust you that you'll be there for me whenever i need you. and now that i need you, you asked me to leave you alone, okay fine, anything to make you feel better. hmm, sipun apa sayang, i love you so much k? and it's always gonna be only you. trust me like how i trust you..ajeek. and i miss you! i miss you saying sweet things to me. i hope things will be good again. i'll try hard, no matter what it takes.

xoxo's

lalala

2010-12-05T18:13:00.000-08:00

cute eh, my baby ni. :p ♥

perfect two

2010-12-05T17:58:00.000-08:00

this is ajeek long. my very own personal Sam bunkface ♥

hewhewhew.

sharmine

2010-11-25T21:25:00.000-08:00

my super fucking adorable but annoying sister (;

oh na na

2010-11-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

hello readersssssssss.

hahaha as if i have one.

i hope to have one, well, at least one.

so inda lama lagi, kan abis skulahhhh. spatutnya aku ke skulah pagi tadi, tapi aku ngalih, sal lepak sama durang apik, ad, adi and others lah di mlm and then hangggg.

parents ku di bandar, durang membawa tdi, tapiiiiiiii like i said, hang.

im so ngalihhh.

just got back from kb town bnrnya.

saw celine tdii, cam cucu ramboooo, beli kebab, inda lanja urangggg, i dont likesss tohh.

hmmm, lol, apakan.

tadi an arah kedai, i heard two of my current favourite songs, just a dream-nelly & whats my name-rihanna. paksa ku controlllllllll, kan krumping lagitu. hahaha eyaaah, atu banarrrrr. :pp

antah apa kan dibuat krg. maybe lepak lagi..

im so boreddddddd.

bahh, ciao ;D

xoxo's

2010-11-21T19:25:00.000-08:00

just a dream

2010-11-21T19:01:00.000-08:00

sedih juaaaa.

tani dua sweet moment cani kan? :P

we can be like john and savannah.

we can be something like this.

like lisa and farid in LBS. aww.

eyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, banar tah tu N.
haha ;)

i miss you babypillow.

apaeh?

2010-11-15T18:28:00.000-08:00

I WISH APEESH WAS HERE TO TALK TO. :(

sigh. sad life th banar.

dadaaadidam~

2010-11-14T19:25:00.000-08:00

sorry syg.
sorry for everything.

aku sayangkan kau syg. so please..... :(

ctyx

2010-11-14T19:17:00.000-08:00

cuba liat bini yg sblh aku. namanya celine. dua hari inda dtg skulah. i miss you. :(

ummyeah.

2010-11-06T10:34:00.000-07:00

aku stressssssssssssssss!
then lapas dengar lagu keong racun, ilang tia stress ku, i was like... lol palui.

im so tired and not yet sleepy........... im eating mars right now. cause lapar.

imnotkissable

2010-10-31T13:36:00.000-07:00

so...... its almost 5 am. and i cant seem to sleep.

hmm, maybe after this, i will try and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i miss alip.

why sayang? makin hari makin jauh ey? hmmm. nevermind.

ummm, anyways, i have a new hair cut, yeahh sucks, but whatever.

okaayy, lapas ani, probably tidur or study my maths.

alright then.

xoxo's

getar hati

2010-10-26T19:29:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU SAYANG

lapas exam tani beinbox sampai gilagila kaaay? sampai puas kaay? tani dua sweet moment kay?

i miss you abis abis wah bitch!!!!

tau napa i called you bitch? causeakusayangkauwahtu. :)

so jangan marah kay? i love you kay!

i can't wait to see you antah bila but i just cant wait, next time tani arah pizzahut/tasconi makan pizza kaaay!

and aku inda sempat reply his inbox! because... kelaie sama my mom? sasak ku mun urang marah marah aku for nothing ani. anyways, whatever lah, haha fuck it.

and exams are coming soon! like, next week? so maybe N inda online for the whole exam week. and for sure, im gawna miss my babyy tu :( after exam saja okay baby? i less than three you! hehehe.

and i feel like cutting my hair. antah napa, i dont really like having long hair cause i always have short hair like for my whole life? hahhaha maybe after exam, i will cut it short.

okay till here.

xoxo's

2010-10-26T19:12:00.000-07:00

FOREVER 21 FAMILY WILL STAY AS ONE FOREVER KAY?
NO BREAKING UP AND GOING OUT SHIT!!!
THIS IS SERIOUS SHIT!!!

bah, xoxo's

GIO

2010-10-26T19:01:00.000-07:00

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

kusebut namamu
disetiap doaku
bangkitkan setiap
kenangan tentangmu
yangku dapat
hanyalah bayangmu

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Uuu…

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
.....
Dalam harapan ...uuuu

Sedih jua lagu ane.

A lot of things are happening. Please don't ask.

xoxo's

setiap detik.

2010-10-25T18:57:00.000-07:00

setiap detik engkau yang datang mimpiku
setiap siang malam menggangguku
tak lelap tidurku karena dirimu

* setiap waktu engkau yang selalu menghantuiku
tak pernah lari dari pikiranku
tak mau hilang dari ingatanku

tahukah engkau saat gelap datang
aku masih mencarimu
engkau dimana

repeat *

tapi mengapa saat ku terjaga
kau masih tak di sampingku
sampai kapankah aku menantimu
selalu menantimu

reff:
setiap detik aku memikirkanmu
setiap detik rindu meracuniku
setiap detik teringat ku padamu
setiap detik apa terus begini

mohon dengarkan rintihan hati ini
yang ku curahkan seraya ku bernyanyi
sampai kapankah aku terus begini
ku harap kau kan kembali kepadaku

repeat reff

sampai kapankah aku terus begini
ku harap kau kan kembali kepadaku
ku harap kau kan kembali kepadaku
ku harap kau kan kembali kepadaku

N suka lagu ani.

aj rafael

2010-10-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

N RINDU SI ALIP!

apakan, sesungguhnya N bored. and srsly jobless. saturday and i'm not even hanging out with my friends, sucks ain't it? yatah an, i just have to live with it. i'm now hungry, craving for pizza, imagine: pizza, melted cheese on top, tuna? yes. the smell of the cheese, grrs. how i wish my maid is awake right now. and di rumah sini BISING! because my mum and my uncle karaoke, mestikah karaoke pakai speakers besar besar atu? berdarah karang telinga! haha, but srsly, BISING wah! keep it down k. kan tidur pun inda dapat. sheesh.

i miss alip, i wonder what is he doing right now.

baby, wherever you are, i hope you're thinking of me, cause i'm here, thinking of you.

hehehe.

urhh, im so hungry that i might just turn into a cannibal monster and eat someone. hehehe. nadawah. will get my butt up and head to the kitchen krg.

so i guess that's all, ngalih N.

xoxo's

setiap detik

2010-10-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

i love this picture! cute kan?

awu la, hasil tangan my baby ni.

haha, i found this somewhere in my mom's office. :p

gaah, i miss this person.

i miss my "sweet moment" with him, haha apakan. aku jarang online nowadays yatah cam these few days, we're like... jauh? that makes me sad. :(

exam lagi, around the corner saja, after next week, then hello exam! grr, imma hate november, on the first lagitu, shit. :s october sudah bagi stress ani november kan datang. pain in the ass banar! and i'm not feeling well, i'm sick to be exact :( sneezing, coughing and all this that shit~ heh, i hate october, most probably the worst month ever. i mean, my school days for this month, days of hell, i tells yaah.

hmmmm, i miss my baby. :(

we'll meet again soon, i guess.

we will kan?

yes, we will.

please D:

i less than three him. :p

okay then, till here.

xoxo's

dumbdumbdumb.

2010-10-20T18:03:00.000-07:00

So I haven't been opening my FB for like two days?
I started missing my baby.

everytime i miss you, i just stare at our first picture together, because that's the closest thing i have to you. i miss you berabis berabis berabis syg. and i love you setinggi langit, i love you as deep as the deepest ocean. eseeeh.
apakan, i miss you :( haha majal.

ah, fuck my life.
i will be online soon kaay?

alright, i guess that is all.
xoxo's

TWENEEY WAN!

2010-10-20T17:56:00.000-07:00

Today is 21st :')

and of course, a special day for Forever 21 Family.

so for all the family members out there, wherever you are, just wanna let you guys know that from all this time, us being together, there for each other, you guys are like the best people i've ever known, and i know i can always count on you guys. i love you guys like i never loved anyone before.

"Forever we'll stay as one."
Have a nice day.
xoxo's

Shawtyyyy :p

2010-10-17T20:14:00.001-07:00

Whats up babe? :)

me rindu you yes? :p you rindu i yes? :p

hahahaha

so i had fun skating sma kau ari atu!

family 21 almost complete ahh! tpi rasanya mseh jua complete :p

hahahaha

so this thursday ku cabut gigi for braces :( sygggg!!!

hahahahah and afternnon kali la family21 go spend time together.

ALL OF US!!

hahahahahaha

well, i know youu love me and alip and 21 :D

hahahahahaha skjfhaseroigegoggggggfonhrsgjnerjnbvLOVE!

*EDITED!

omg, gambar mu, garfield!
so cute. hehehe mcm kau. eseh, kambang tu.

bnr ah? sure? hahaha aku kan keluar dari rumah~ break free :P

ahahah okay tu, sure thing ;)

yessss, i love alip and 21
HEHEHEEE.

LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

my baby!

2010-10-17T03:59:00.000-07:00

sebenarnya mau, tapi malu :p

perfect picture :)

im so short, ahaha~

byebye baby :(

sweet kan? i love him, tapi.... HAHAHAH.

let's be together. ummm, watcha sayy~

skate

2010-10-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

hello :)

i'm so tired. anyways, i went out with few of the family21 members yesterday. celine, jillian, shia, daryl, yaseen, asif, amzari, boi & my baby :3

i met alip! i miss you baby. i miss hugging you, and i miss looking at you, especially.

first, kami di rumah jillian and then jalan kaki ke lagoon, cam indon usul kami ah, haha. kami ke lagoon cause celine mau skate. aku cuba skate dari ramp, skali jatuh shit, yes im having bodyaches right and a few cuts on my elbow, thigh and somewhere near my ass, haha lol. my baby was so sweet, straight away he ran to me, and pigang tangan ku, ia tiup tiup the cut on my elbow. hahaha, skali ia cakap something like this "siapa suruh kau, aku lagitah takut" haha, but really la, felt like my bones kan patah, haha apakan over. we were sitting next to each other, yeah, we joked, we talked about lots of things, hehe, i miss poking his cheek. skali ia buka facebook nya, aku pinjam kejap fb nya and updated his status saying 'i am insane and bau taie, oink oink :p' hehehe, i was bored wah.

i miss seeing him. aku mau jumpa ia setiap hari! :(
we'll meet again soon :) arah tasconi or pizza hut perhaps? haha, :p

alright, that's all.
xoxo's

rob dyer

2010-10-13T18:05:00.001-07:00

forever 21 family

celine skaterz
jillian guitaristz
shia prettyladyz
timothy swimmerz
edward tallz
daryl bastardz
luqman sweetz
yaseen bodyguardz
asif funnymanz
amzari handsomemanz
boi damitz
alip juburz
and lastly, nicole shortz

ahahahahakz

i am srsly bored!
celine sdg liat skatedecks :s

so yeah im here bullshitting! haha. :p

okay bye xoxoxo peace.

labret

2010-10-13T17:45:00.000-07:00

i miss my baby!

haha, apakan :s.
me is ngalih the very ngalih because lepak rah rumah kawan pagi tadi balik 2 and tidur pukul 3! cam gila. but masa ku balik, my baby inda reply inbox ku, ia tidur kali. hehee, i miss him :(

anyways, i'm going to do my labret piercing later on! (maybe lah)
hehehehhe *excited* but ntah mun confirm ka inda ku buat piercing ku, cause payah kan hide labret ani, lama g tu ia kan heal, and then mun ku inda simpan ringnya, tutup tia krg lubangnya :(

& i'm going to lagoon sama some of family21, cause temankan celine skate hehehe. celine skaterz eyhx . . ahakz ! banaiz tu eyhx . . :'p

hahha so, imma off now.
krg update lagi.
xoxo's :)

speak of the heart.

2010-10-12T18:56:00.000-07:00

sorry mun aku pernah kasar or sindir kau. i dont mean it. maybe masatu aku lost my mind.

but i will always love you babyy.

and im currently addicted sama lagu ni. batah sudah lagu ni.

kau- syeera sanders

verse 1:
tak pernah ku termimpi
yg aku kn miliki, dirimu si pujaan hati
kerna kau terlalu sempurna buatku
bagai terang yg takkan bisa nampak gelapku

verse 2:
semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku
tp hari ini ada aku dan kamu
kau menghidupkan semula bunga2 di hatiku

chorus:
kau bulan, yg menerangi malam
dan kau bintang2 yg mengindahi gelap
kau lah, penyelamat aku
dari seksanya oh neraka cinta

repeat verse 2
repeat chorus
repeat chorus

ohhmaiggawd~ i love you mwehehehe ..

The bitch is in the hizzhouse

2010-10-11T19:15:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo yo yo yo, whatsuppp?!?!?!
Celine here, hey nicole, eeheheh alip loves you :p

so anyways, i am here HACKING HER BLOG :P
hahahah awww, so sweet right? :pp hahaha ahaxx.

yeahh me and nicole mau piercing so badly.haha
kmi inda takut sakit sal aku prnh buat dah piercing so i know how it is.
but kmi takut boss laki sma bini bomb kmi wa :(( hahah

4 more years, kan 18 dah tu.
aku 2 more years kan kluar dri brunei tohh.

hahahahaha jgn nangis nicole :p hahah aku bawa kau sma aku ke canada k? :p

hahahahah aku bored abis cole :(
aku rindu urang tuuu yng tagur ku pengian!
hahahahahahaha banaii tuu ehhh!!

sak kali ku! hahahahaha .. hahahaha cara SI BOI, camapa! hahahah :pp

bah Nicole, ku out dlu, hahahaha *gigirabbit :)

xoxoxoxox

your whore to my slut, celine to nicole.

ps/ sorry nda gambar i :p hahahahaa

*Edited*

Hello bahi, nicole ni. hehehe, aww you're so sweet. okay, i'll follow to canada, jangan ja kau omong kosong deh. hahaha. aww, i know siapa, si AsiGre. ;)

hehe, i miss alip,vowh, canatoh? ahax.

apakan.

xoxo to u too bahi baby *gigirabbit. :D lovessssss. mwah.

happiness

2010-10-10T20:25:00.000-07:00

nangis abis ku maren
i thought i was going to loose you.
antah eh, fuck. i miss you abis. :(

&& i love you, more than anything else in this world.

hello juburss people

2010-10-10T19:48:00.001-07:00

celine arsonist, she's next to me~ bagi lecture~ :p
ahaksssssss, i love her~ peacee

Perih- Vierra

2010-09-28T18:44:00.000-07:00

hey beloved fags, ;)

aku nowadays malas kan update but anyways, just wanna share share. :p

so i performed perih by vierra (monday) di skulah sama celine masatu. yep,video nya ada. either check arah my tagged videos or just check celine arsonist's videos. thanks.

peace outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!

sitting next to celine then yi xuan. im so bored

2010-09-22T18:01:00.001-07:00

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap semua harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawapan tuk memilikimu

mcm ceritaku ni. haha. bowh. ):

twentyone baby.

2010-09-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW IS SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY.
HER NAME IS CELINE THEN YI XUAN.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW CRAZY IN LOVE I AM WITH HER.
HAHAHA.
LOVE YOU CELINE *hits ass
EH, HILANG TIA URANG ATU YG PIGANG JUBUR MU AH. :P

OKAY THEN SO HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY AND ESEH, 14 EA EH HAHA MCM MENUA
SUDAH TANI OH :( HAHAHA.

SO WHO IS CELINE.
HAHA SIAPA JUA INDA KENAL CELINE ARSONIST? MY TAMBI KALIA TU. HEHEHE.
IT'S BEEN YEARS TANI BERKAWAN SUDAH, HAHA ESEH APAKAN AKU NI, ISKI USUL KU AH.

LOLOLOLOL.

LIKE I SAID, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY.

LING WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, BIBI. MWAH.

XOXO,
the typer. :)

juliet simms

2010-09-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

s'up homedawgs?

it's been a while, hell yeah, i was here few minutes ago posting travie's picturess~ i've no idea what to blog on or to say, i'm so bored and craving for pizza & burgers, most probably fast food, too bad theres no more kfc in town then i have to order something from sugarbun, well it aint that bad, dayum, im so hungry :(

hmmmmmmmmm..................

i miss adi alif :( yeah, like berabis abis abis abis rindu arah ia, i wonder if he knows, hehehe. i wish that i could just see him again yknow, hmph nevermind. we'll see each other soon, i guess. i miss him so much, i feel so apart from him cause nowadays ea slalu busy and doesnt have the time for me, awww sad life kan? ;( eatabah, eatawah, eatakan.

so.... inda batah lagi kan skulah, i miss my friends :( my niggas~ haha banai tu eh :p i just can't wait until holiday is over, it's so fucking boring! i've nuffin' to do at home ya naww, damnnit. siai, boring kan mati ku disini. ngalih ku...okay kan off ni byebye.

PEACE OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

my gangsta

2010-09-14T00:28:00.000-07:00

just some photos~

oh my god, i love youuuuuuuuuu~

BOTB

2010-09-14T00:24:00.000-07:00

BATTLE OF THE BANDS HERE I COME!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2010-08-31T19:01:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS 1ST OF SEPTEMBER BITCH.

Yeah, I have no fucking idea what's going to happen later.
I hope my dream will come true. Hahaha wtf bitch.

okay bye peace!

2010-08-30T19:02:00.000-07:00

hey,
CELINE ARSONIST LOVE ASIF GREENMONSTER!

awwww, so sweet. okay peace!

rainbow sprinkles and chocolate syrup

2010-08-30T18:57:00.000-07:00

Things are weezing up lately.
I have no idea how to explain things.
Might as well die... :(

Celine just hitted me few seconds ago, it hurts berabis. Imma grab her boobs karang, heheh. I miss Alip like crazy and I wonder if he knows.

AH ANTAH. FUCK THE WORLD MAN.

okay, imma off now, imma off pooping out shit. okay bye. :)

hahaha

2010-08-24T18:56:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii im so fucking bored and i miss alip. hahaha. .. ♥

Today's 21st.

2010-08-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ALIP AND HE LOVES ME TOO. HAHA CONFIDENT. :P ♥

i see stars

2010-08-08T20:24:00.000-07:00

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okay, enough said.

when the waves are flooding the shore

2010-08-03T19:00:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I MISS ALIP. A LOT.
i didn't get to reply his inbox yesterday.
cause i fell asleep, damn it. i hope that i have the timeto go on fb later on, yeah i hope. and i wonder when is the time when we will get serious in everything. it's not that i'm trying to speed up things between me and him, but ntah, i just need to know.

17 MORE DAYS
21st AUGUST, I'll be waiting.

enter shikari

2010-08-02T19:34:00.001-07:00

hello. :)

so as ya guys know, im officially fourteen yeahh the number is growing year by year, shut up. 4 more years to driving license bitch! my day yesterday was alright, really had fun, even if ada mcm banyak ada mood maren still i love the day yesterday. my day became much more happier after alip inbox-ed me saying "happy birthday sygg..." and blablabla but i was asleep masatu so inda jadi stay awake sampai 12 which sucks, again and baru in the morning aku liat inboxnya. and then masa di skulah pun siuk jua, masa commerce teacher andy mental mcm orang gila WAHAHA, and then banyak orang greet aku, made me happy jua. hehehe. went lunch sama celine, timothy, shia, jillian & edward at orchid restaurant, makan, cut cake, take picture and blablabla, ada tu gambarnya arah FB Celine Arsonist hehehe, and then Asif ada datang but ea aher, lapas cut cake, lapas take picture baru tia datang, and then celine & asif talktalk hughug kisskiss apakan, wiwitt i like toh, hi celine if you see this i love youu ahaxx! then lapas tu balik ke skulah cause ada afternoon class. hehehe.

& i'm now addicted to post hardcore band, bands blablabla examples: eyes set to kill, enter shikari, chelsea grin, as blood runs black, cam gilaaa ahh! antah kenapa jua, apakan. :D

plus, I just wanna share something, I seriously miss Alip. because yesterday mcm nada bercontact at all which sucks. but what the hell right? karang? apakan, hahahaa. i just miss him, berabis. seriously, berabis. i wonder when am i going to meet him again, who knows, terjumpa or teclash, i'll be waiting for that very moment. i'll wait no matter how long, eseh cam setaie bunyi.

like i said, i'll wait. hehehe. okay then, i'm done saying my shit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. >:)

♥

antam

2010-08-01T20:26:00.000-07:00

Aku nda tau napa dua adi beradi atu suka sama laki laki yang kawan ku pernah suka, cam shit jua, pfft. Kaka sama adi sama ja! Wuw! Kaka lagitah gatal! Muka tebal! Ketara kelaparan laki laki, lapas breakup sama boyfriend nya, tarus ea wall sama laki laki, like hahaha kan pecah perut ku ketawa. Aku nda buleh imagine ada bini bini sedesperate ea. Nasib ku elek eh, mun ku nda elek dari awal dulu dah ku menyumpah tentang ia. Bitch desperate whore! Adinya pun, malaskan aku cakap! Gatal bawah, beramput tia sama laki laki whore! .. .. .. NAH NAH NAH NAHH!! NYAMAN KO!!
Aku pray kan supaya next boyfriend durang mati pucuk! AMIN! Bah, mengumpat tia! Have a nice life! ..

Everything I have in life.

2010-07-27T19:18:00.000-07:00

I miss Alip sygg~ :P, mmkayy seriously I do. I have no idea why, suddenly the feeling is like puffing in me but I don't mind because he's all what I can fill my mind with at the moment. I like him, I really do. I just noticed it now. Like everytime I think of him, I'd smile. Anything that relates to him makes me happy.

I'm happy. I'm glad that I found you.

I'm not afraid anymore.

2010-07-20T19:06:00.000-07:00

HOW I WISH YOU WERE MINE.
HOW I WISH YOU WERE MINE.
HOW I WISH YOU WERE MINE.

POR QUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?
WHY AREN'T YOU MINE?
WILL YOU BE MINE?
ALWAYS BE MINE?
antah eh.

taking over da worldddzz!

2010-07-19T18:50:00.000-07:00

Things are still complicated but thanks to God, my cousins started talking to me, heheh. I'm putting high hopes on everything even if the results will turn out like shit.

So last week!

Went to Perayaan on Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday. Yang paling siuknya Sunday! because... masa malam, time hujan, main hujan hehehe, cousinku si Pat temankan cause kawan kawan ku nada masatu :( Met Fyy sana! Gorsssshh, I missed him like hell I tells yaahh! Hugged him like two times cause damn, lama inda jumpa, well since last year, ngam2 first time jumpa dulu. Siukkkk berabis pulang except for the fact, Alip nada datang masa malam, gilerrrrrr cam boring kan tu? :( yohh, apaan, skadar. At least, I met him masa Thursday, Friday, Sunday except for Saturday cause... aku kajap saja ke sana.

But!

I had my fun, sipun hujan2 masih juga worth it, teehee. This Sunday lagi, maybe ke Perayaan sama kawan, forever21family laa, amin, how I wish buleh hehehe.

so I think I'm done saying my shit. Hehehe.

xoxo.

Bb

2010-07-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

things are so complicated nowadays.

i feel so... incomplete :(

so... last two weeks aku ke lumut ke rumah cousin ku si Bb* and masa di sana kan, ea macam nda layan aku, adi adi nya pun, haihhh, i feel so... cematu la, sad ah, cause nda pernah orang nda ingaukan aku, i mean like mun aku ada buat something wrong ka apaka, gtau saja terus terang, nda payah kan nda layankan aku, aku sama Bb* selalunya gila gila mun jumpa but now... mcm...? :( atu la aku macam nda happy nowadays because of that. i just... mau share saja. i hope orang lain jangan nda layan aku cause aku nda suka... :(

Bb* ani sebenarnya one of my bandmates, and she's one my favourite cousins as well. i miss her so badly, Bb, i hope you read this cause i really do miss you... LIKE HELL. >:')

*names are not shown due to privacy.

mmkay

2010-07-13T19:28:00.000-07:00

"I once had blue lips, kiss them slowly, it'll turn red."

Can you reach your nose with your tongue? I guess not. For I am the tongue and you are the nose.

kthnxbai. :b

hi celine! when you see this... HAHAHAHA I LOVE YOU:)

sugarplum

2010-07-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

Picture this:

"Example when a guy kisses you on the forehead and rub your cheek, he rubs your hand when it's cold and smile at you when you do something really dumb."

GAHHHHHHHH. That'll be like, so cute? Like duh. Hehehe.

So, it has been like 2 days I didn't go online FB and uncountable days I didn't go online on MSN.

I have to admit, I've been thinking about someone lately, I miss Alip :( and I wonder if he even know that :P

Few days ago, I was discussing about piercings with Celine and she wanna get an eyebrow piercing. Cooooooooooooooool. And yknow what? I wanna get a snakebite! Hehehe, I wanna get it as soon as possible, well after Celine do hers then Imma do mine. I don't care if it freaking hurts or whatever (I know it'll swell for days, my mom's gonna ask me, and I'll just say I bite my lips, lol) I WANNA GET IT SO BADLYYYYYYY. >: and I wanna pierce my upper ear again, hehehehe.

Plus, my birthday is coming soon, I'm on my way to fourteen, I'm getting older. Hehe.

Till here. xo.

6/7

2010-07-06T19:20:00.000-07:00

So I went to Sutera Biru yesterday, Shia had her 15th birthday party there.

Things were so siuk! Except for the fact that Celine nada datang, hmm. :(

Saw Jillian, Timothy, Edward, Daryl, Asif, Budd, Amzari, Darren, Lai, Karen, banyaklah orangnya. HEHEHE. Atu saja aku ingat. Apakanzzzz. Timothy, Edward & Daryl balik awal masatu, so yeah. Semua orang gila-gila masatu, Asif majal ucap aku Sammy so aku ucap ia Sammy balik la hahaha, Budd lagi majal hit kepala orang sama balloons, ada orang cuba mau letupkan balloons, gila kali.

And after few minutes, aku, Shia, Budd, Jillian & Asif call Celine, aku ucap ia jongang pasal ia cute. :)

Saw Alip as well, but ia nda cakap hi/smile/wave. Well, nevermind about it. Heheh. >:')

So mmmm'kays, that is all about my yesterday, I guess.

p/s: No photos at the moment. Hope y'all understand. Kays then.

xo.

anissa rodriguez

2010-07-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

bini bini main bass ah. cam ragged saja wa usulnya! grrs.

hair talk

2010-06-30T17:52:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking about my future hair. When I reach 18 and start wearing tudung for Secondary six. I've been checking out some artists like Juliet Simms (Automatic Loveletter) & Maja Ivarsson (The Sounds). I freaking love their hair! It is LOVE!

Juliet Simms:

Maja Ivarsson:

Awesome, yes? Enough said.

lonely?

2010-06-29T18:49:00.000-07:00

If you were to write a song right now, based on your mood, what would it be about?
I don't know. Something which is my mind?
Do you like hugs or kisses better?
I like hugs better.
Are you single, taken, heartbroken, crushing, or confused?
I'm single, heartbroken, crushing and also confused. ~~taken?~~ No.
Do you like to take walks?
Yes
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Yes
Do you like someone?
At this moment, no.
How has the week been?
Better than last week.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Mad at myself, I am.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Yes
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes
Which is harder, walking away from somebody you love or coming back to somebody who has hurt you?
Both hurts.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Frustrated with myself.
Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead?
Very :3
Where are you?
Computer lab?
Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/ bathtub?
No
How do you pronounce your name?
Nee-kawl? Hahaha.
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Feeling a little down.
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yep
Do you miss anybody?
Maybe
Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
No
What is one thing you can't wait for?
My birthday! ;)
Do you only drink bottled water?
Nope

"I'm lost in a maze,
and I need to find my way out."

i'm awesomely dead

2010-06-27T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hello, can you hear me?
I've got something to tell you
I was lost, but you saved me
I'll go wherever you want to'
Cause I think that I've got to have you

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away'
Cause I've got my eye on you

This song is my way of saying
What I needed to say
I am proud, I am strong
And you've been here all along
I didn't know it until today
I'm so glad that it happened this way

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away'
Cause I've got my eye on you

Hold on now
You're leaving
Take these hands
Don't even say goodbye

I want you to know that
I'm going to miss you
Hold on to my heart
We'll make it through
And let it be known
All I want is you
And I'm learning to show it to you

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away'
Cause I've got my eye on you
I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away'
Cause I've got my eye on you

Love this song to the core.

Mishap

2010-06-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

Girls, you know it when you're in love, you know it when he's going to say he loves you, you know it when he's going to ask you on a date, you know it when you both will fight, you know it when you're hurt, you know it by the time he's going to say goodbye, you know it when you're going to fall and cry, you know it when you're going to die. I know it all, I felt it once & I'm just a girl who had enough of it. I'm hurt and that is all I can say.

Excuse me and my emotional post, I'm just saying what my heart feels right now, things are so fucked up lately. And to be more clearer, nothing can mend my broken heart right now. I let go of tears, I screamed, I shouted, I got mad, I got hurt, I got killed, I died and what is not to be sad for? Love can really knock you down and it hurts. Hurts like hell.

And I'm sick of people posting their "I love you's" and "I miss you baby, text me, will you's". So selfish, you're lucky and I'm jealous, I know that. Hmph. Whatever.

Hell. I shouldn't be here blogging my ass off. I'm supposed to do my projects. Okay then, goodbye & Have a nice life. Love y'all.

picturesque

2010-06-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

I love you guys! Except for the one in blue, and the other, her head was like trying to squeeze in something like cause they're both bitches. Sorry to say.
I love you Celine, Jillian & Shia! Forever! :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

barbie girl?

2010-06-25T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hello! I'm Nicole in my 2 years old version. :P

monkey magic

2010-06-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

you shot bullets into my heart
you gave me a taste of pain
take me back to the start
i want to know where i am
you should've known that i was fragile
but you never cared
i guess i'll just go
go back to bed

HAHAHAHA.
the last part is kinda funny.'go back to bed' it's like a serious LOL.
but whatever ..

I AM SO BORED. :(

compress

2010-06-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

Aloha from Hell, everyone!

So... I'm bored like shit right now.
Are you bored like shit too?
Hahaha.

fraalalallla

2010-06-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm...

I cried yesterday. I cried like a big baby.
My eyes are swollen.

bye.

WMTS Updates

2010-06-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

Hello!
I feel better now.
Twitter's finally working, wireless is not lagging anymore but I'm hungry like hell.
Okay, straight to the point!

Updates... (!!!)
So, I guess you guys heard about my band, WeMadeThatSong!
We are trying our best to clear our plans, loosen up our activities, and trying our best to have jamming sessions, cause it's like been weeks, me and bandmates haven't met each other!

But... (!!!)
New Lyrics are coming up soon.
(I promise you that.)
& We're going to have a photoshoot for our dusty photo albums.

Contact us... (!!!)
Twitter follow: http://twitter.com/wemadethatsong
Find in Facebook: WeMadeThatSong! (We are the only WMTS so it's not hard to find.)
Email: wemadethatsong@hotmail.com

Will update you for more! ♥

\m/

2010-06-14T21:02:00.001-07:00

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
staying at home is killing me.
die die die die die die die die
i gotta...
party :(

i wanna go wild for just one night
i wanna dance
sing, sing, sing, sing
i wanna be~ wanna be~ yknoww! hmph.

and i wanna go jamming
no one's bringing me
this is so bullshit!

uhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wanna wanna wanna wanna
party & jamming
that's all i want

and i wanna hang out

this is so boring
boring
boring

i don't wanna sleep at home, doing nothing
i wanna shake my jug! shake your kitty! (that sounds so wrong)

something something

2010-06-14T20:48:00.000-07:00

when you fall in love?

friends- bestfriends- couple- fightfightfightfightfight then breakup- enemies

i don't agree with the last part. Read: Enemies
it's not true. but kinda but still.

only typical small minded couples do that. (sorry to say)

i prefer being friends with my exes. hell yeah

wtf am i saying?

im bored.

like i said, i gotta partaaaaaaaay.

Twitter problem!

2010-06-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

I seriously gonna die soon.
Twitter is so not working, OVER CAPACITY OVER CAPACITY!
I wanna tweet... so badly.
Fuck! Please work *click click click click click click!
Refresh* Twitter Home- Twitter Over Capacity.
WTF?
stress stress stress stress stress stress stress
WHY IS TWITTER NOT WORKING?
NEED A DICK IN THE ASS?
watafuck watafuck.
cry cry cry cry cry cry :(

Few minutes later...
YES! FINALLY.
Click refresh again...

OVER CAPACITY

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF
CURSE YOU TWITTER INVENTORS!
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!

I need to tweet

*breathes deeply

"it's gonna be okay, just wait"

IT IS STILL NOT WORKING. :(

Twitter is over capacity.

Too many tweets! Please wait a moment and try again.

see that? fuck you!

.|.

Sorry, I'm a twitter freak.

bye.

paiicakes

2010-06-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

what do i have to do to make you mine, baby?

i lalalalallalalalalaaavss you baby

♥

babycakes

2010-06-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

paiicakes ♥

things just happened so fast. :3

lovee

2010-06-10T04:42:00.000-07:00

sweet, right?
im in a relationship with me.
(shut up.!)

ridin' solo

2010-06-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

I seriously have no idea what to blog on.

I'll blog again if there's something in my mind. :-)

despolanjipukinadabulu!

2010-06-02T17:59:00.000-07:00

aku tak tau napa hidup ku begini.
hidup ku macam kenak di gigit anjing.
cibai betul.
sungguh sungguh sungguh cibaibabihutan.

and to the person yang lanji sama laki2 yang aku benci atu:
errr, aku nda kisah mun kau na suka aku cause aku pun na suka kau so it's better for you to get off my life before i burn your ass sampai hancur ass kamu atu! yeah aku memang nigga, aku nini si nigga, bapa si nigga bini nigga family nigga! and seriously jangan simply ucap ucap urg! liat muka sendiri dulu k? aku pun brigali liat photos mu, masa kau pout pun macam minta kiss boyfriend mu yang kecil palirnya atu. mukamu macam amah indon ku, but hot lagi amah ku dari kau! berani jua kau mau main bulu puki sama aku? awuuu bulu puki ku andang cute, lagi cute dari puki mu yang butak atu! yang kau cukur cause kau mau difuck oleh boyfriend mu yang kecil pelir nya! aku benci kau! aku sasak masa aku liat kau di sekolah! jubur mu yang besar atuuu! miher kali!!

go fuck yourself and stop being a poser muthafucka!

xoxo.

funny shit

2010-06-01T19:03:00.000-07:00

WTF NIGGA?

FUH-LEASE!

.I.

pyramid- charice cover

2010-06-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

I made a cover on Pyramid- Charice
yeah, only the first verse.

enjoy!

\m/

hush

2010-05-31T02:23:00.000-07:00

"You color my eyes red,

Your love's not live, it's dead."

Lazy Monday *moans.

one day i'll find you

2010-05-30T02:39:00.000-07:00

I like boys that like to
smile
Laugh at themselves once in a while
That can sit and talk for
hours
Then in the morning pick me flowers
Boys that like to be very
clean
That are never ever mean
And can tell a witty joke
Boys that do not
like to smoke

One day I'll find you (X4)

I like boys
that aren't afraid of bugs
That will always give me big warm hugs
Like to
sing and play guitar
That are happy being who they are
Boys that like to be
outside
And that aren't full of pride
Boys that have an honest passion
With
at least a slight hint of fashion

I like boys that are funny and
artistic
That are mostly optimistic
Boys that are not very lazy
A little
weird, but not too crazy
Boys that aren't afraid to cry
And will always give
a second try
And will try to do their best
I want a boy not like the rest

♥

i wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

2010-05-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

♥

who's dat babycake?

2010-05-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

"As I lay me down to sleep,
I pray my heart you choose to keep,
And if I die before I wake,
all of me is yours to take,
and if I don't see you again,
it'd take all I have within,
maybe I'll just stay awake,
I think I'll just stay awake."

so... i slept at 2 am something just now, had a great inbox talk with nipis, and yeah, im having a good mood for now.

BEDlight for blueEYES

2010-05-10T18:58:00.000-07:00

It's raining tonight
And the smell of the breeze through my window
Oh it reminds me of when I was a child, oh
Am I lying just awake
I close my eyes, it's like I'm almost there
Things felt like magic then
And I think (and I think)
And I think to myself

If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Everyday it seems more like all magic's behind me
If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three

It was simple back then
Looking out of this same window
Oh, back when I was a child
Before my friends past away
Before my trust had to be earned
And that first drink that lasted ten years
And I think (and I think)
And I think to myself

If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Everyday it seems more like all magic's behind me
If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three

Summer days lying in the grass
The world seemed bigger then
I can never find a word for that feeling until she told me her name
It's what perfect means to me
She smiled at me last night
Rubbing her finger in the palm of her hand
That's when I knew that I was dreaming
I can't dream anymore

If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Everyday it seems more like all magic's behind me
If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Like twenty three
If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Everyday is seems more like all magic's behind me
If I knew my father then I would ask
If it felt like this at twenty three
Hey eh eh...

I f'cking love this song, hellz yeah!

cake invaders

2010-05-09T20:07:00.000-07:00

Forever Love

Cute right my ah bie?

Happy 2 Days!

Hubby will always love you, ah Bie.
Let me bao bao you okay?

Muahxxzz, ihikz!

Lurvez yew lotz!

Huhu!

^_^

Forever 8th of May!

Hubby0805

Ah Bie0805

all about nipis

2010-05-06T19:53:00.000-07:00

Now playing: 6 Months- Hey Monday
I am obsessed with Bedlight for Blue Eyes. I'm trying to download all their songs but the freaking internet connection is so fucking retarded and it needs to be fucked in its asshole. Forgive me for using abusive words but seriously, it's getting on my nerves.

I've been missing my baby lately and it's hard for us to keep in touch. *deep sighing
Everytime when i'm on facebook, waiting for his wall, his inbox, anything about him. Sad life, am i right? ;(

I want you to know that i miss you so much that i can barely sleep. These eyebags are because of you.

ily nipis.

thick frammed obsession

2010-05-04T18:56:00.000-07:00

THICKFRAMMED GLASSES/DORK/NERDY GLASSES MANIA

Hayley Williams, cute.
Hayley Williams

and other people in nerdy glasses, i don't know who.

AndI hope ya guys get feeling that i do, nerdy glasses are just love!

&& Hayley Williams is love as well :)

you

2010-05-04T04:07:00.000-07:00

you carved that smile on my face.
and everything is like a fairytale.

nipis

2010-05-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

So... everything went well yesterday and today early morning. I'm feeling more than happy. And right now, I just have to wait for what has to happen. I lalalalike you. :)

lalalalove :')

2010-04-27T19:31:00.000-07:00

tabam & nipis.♥

his status is one part of the lines :)

2010-04-27T18:59:00.000-07:00

I love Holiday Parade since ever.
And I'm obsessed with their track, "Walking By"

It's about he nights we spent
locked up inside your room
it's about the morning breaking
always just a bit too soon
it's about the way you're scared
baby, just maybe I'm aware
this is what you need 'cause

every time you walk in the room
can't help myself
i wanna be with you
hit the mic, a quick check
one, two singing out my lungs
just to reach you
I'm alive
and I keep my cool one more time
and you just keep on walking by

I take a day to tell myself
I'm gonna end up fine
it's all part of some master plan
we're all a little lost inside
even if i run right now
swore you off
I'd still come back somehow
and here I am now

I take a day to soak you in
for a while
I'm hanging on the best I can
let go
cause maybe
if I felt it once
Then I could somehow feel it again

hehe, me likeeeeeeeeeeeeey!

Nipis lalaalloveee♥

lalalalove

2010-04-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

NIPISSSSSSSS I LALALAALOVE YOU! :)

funny little words

2010-04-25T20:21:00.000-07:00

"You went and brightened up my day.
And this time, proimse me you'll stay."

Honestly, I'm bored.

Nipissssssssssssss, I love.♥

Bunny :)

2010-04-21T18:08:00.000-07:00

"inginku mengenali dirimu, merenung matamu."
kerna kau simply the best thing that ever happened in my life.

Ku rebah jatuh ke bumi.

2010-04-21T17:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday didn't turn out the way I expect it to be.

I miss you.

a lot, F.

abcdefghijklove

2010-04-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~

buang boringg!

2010-04-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

Love is so powerful because being loved causes one to love oneself. Nothing contributes to the self-image more than being loved by another. When the words, "I love you" are expressed to you for the first time, your world blossoms, your heart glows with inspiration, confidence and thoughts of the mountains you can move. It’s more than an emotional kick; suddenly you like yourself more than you ever have before.
Robert Conklin

true. :)

just a little something to share.

2010-04-21T03:12:00.000-07:00

A Million Words
Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat
But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You

Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...
it might have been.

Who do you turn to when the only person
who can stop you from crying
is the one who is making you cry?

I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?

The worst feeling in the world is
giving all the love you have
and knowing it will never be returned.

Its hard to pretend you love
someone when you don't
but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.

Have you ever noticed that
the worst way to miss someone
is when they are right beside you
and you can never have them?

I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast,
because every time I fall in love
it never seems to last.

There are times when
I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me
the way that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again!

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

not my piece of crap. but i found it in someone's blog and this is really good, i ain't lying and my mum agreed.

posting this doesn't mean that i'm having this kind of feeling right now, it's just that it's true, i've been there and done it.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

2010-04-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

I was wall-ing with skinny bunny yesterday but then so suddenly my laptop ter shutdown and I was like WTF? Sekali on facebook pakai phone, then I check my credit tinggal $0.01. Babi eh, mau mati kali.

I miss baby bunny :(
I freakin miss you baby.

connected with you

2010-04-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

I'm very tired.
And I think I can only have my phone if my 2nd term test results are good.

bunnywabbit is love.

So many words to say

2010-04-14T03:08:00.000-07:00

If I were a month, I'd be August.
If I were a day of the week, I'd be Saturday.
If I were a time of the day, I'd be 12pm/am.
If I were a planet, I'd be Earth.
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a Dolphin.
If I were a direction, I’d be North.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a bed.
If I were a liquid, I’d be Coca Cola.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be Peridot.
If I were a tree, I’d be an Oak tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be an iPhone.
If I were a flower, I’d be a Tulip.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be windy.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a guitar.
If I were a color, I’d be green.
If I were an emotion, I’d be happy.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a honeydew.
If I were a sound, I’d be your song.
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a car, I’d be a Four wheeled drive.
If I were a food, I’d be noodles.
If I were a place, I’d be Paris, France.
If I were a material, I’d be silk.
If I were a taste, I’d be sweet like peppermint.
If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla.
If I were an object, I’d be a lomo.
If I were a body part, I’d be lips.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be smile.
If I were a song, I’d be Walking By- Holiday Parade.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be dunk sneakers.

:E

hellllllllz yeah!

2010-04-13T19:18:00.001-07:00

Oh yeah, I changed my blog skin.
I just lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr this one.
But it sucks on Internet Explorer, just view it using Mozilla Firefox or Google Chrome, maybe by using that, the tables on your left side won't be junping.

Random shit

2010-04-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

Currently sitting on a chair in the library.
I have this feeling of sharing a shit with y'all today.
But I have no f'king idea what.

HAHA.

So.............oh yeah, Timothy's at school, it feels good to have him back.

and and and and

People use skinny jeans to look taller in their photos.

Just a random thought.
Do correct me if I'm wrong, I don't mind.

k,bye. xx :)