nicoleforever21
taylor
Friday, December 25, 2009

I feel so stressed out right now, like banarrr stress >:| because I saw someone unexpected bila ke rumah cousin kan christmas, it was so >:| He was in the car, black shirt, and kan balik la blah. ._. I feel so.......askhdjashkshuityeqw. Urh, nasib kami lambat ke sana, kalau cepat, apalagi, paksa la, satu rumah sama ea. -_- Damn, sampai aku inda tau camnakan cakap melayu lagi. How will you feel if you were in my shoes that time? You can feel the pain, it's like a knife cutting your heart in two. At the same time, aku inda mau melayan the feeling yang di dalam hati aku ani but biar la, still it hurts hurts hurts so deep! F man, my mood spoil after that. All I can say is Fuck!! Why can't I just forget about it? Urhh and now connection is being so babi!! I don't want to cry about it again and again, but it is now so fucked up! I need a hug =( Lol, hug me guys, hug me, apakan, memaksa lagi tu. And reading and looking at his blog, is making the pain more worst ._. Fucker, ruin my mood. Okay bye. Love you babies.

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bongbong wabbit.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Love can flip your wings, you won't be able to fly.

I am in my fucked up mood, I'm very confused now. :( I mean, we're not talking anymore, not even hi (?) Like what the .|. is going on ? :(:(:(:( And yes, I'm trying to get your attention so yeah *roll eyes. I want to stop pretending and telling myself it's okay, cause it is not okay. Fuck you, haha.

bye, im outta here.

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fuckyou and your words
Tuesday, December 22, 2009

So I went to his blog, and aku terkejut la. Like antah ah, the feeling inside is like so wrong and majal ku go through our chat log, all the "i love you, i miss you this that this that" Ya know, he supposed to tell me what he wants wa! Like tiba tiba and then terjadi! Gorsh, rushing much? So majal man, I can't get him off my mind, and no, its not about the person Im loving until now, its about someone else, the person who threw my love away. LOLOLOOLOL


OKAY ENOUGH OF THIS NONSENSE, JIWANG MODE HABISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

HEHE!!

okay bye.
krg might blog lagi.

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Yo momma is a poklen that when she typed out the word "Sex", there's an x in it.

LOLOLOL, I was bored.

I went to Bandar yesterday, it was fun (Y) and guess whut! I watched AVATAR! The movie's not bad, and I wanna watch Twilight 2, hahaha I'm a big fan of Taylor Lautner, oh shit he's hot. Okay I'm done. Malas to blog wa.


HEHE, bye babies <3

lol
Sunday, December 20, 2009

Hello babies! I'm finally in KB yaww. Anyways, I had lots of fun, and I bought myself a GREEN wayfarer, and BLACK nerd specs. Hehe, whut (?) I love green and black, they're my favourite colour. And I bought a Volcom shirt. I wanted to buy "Starfucks Forfree" shirt but karang my mom marah so yeah, whatever. Oh yeah! I saw Guns and Roses shirt, sial ragget man! You know how much I love Slash! Slash, my husband, he's number two in my husband list lololol, number one is of course, Mr Mookie Morris! :P and later, I'm going to Bandar jaga rumah Uncle Stanley ku cause he's currently in Philippines with his family, grr, I miss Phils, aku pun mau ke sana! Me and Chris started talking about our future cars (5 more years baby, cant wait!), and she told me she wants a BMW, and I want my grandpa's Dark Gray Ford Ranger, you should check it out! I freakingly love that car! and by the time I get my license, my mum's going to give me her White Toyota Celica, yang macam sport car atu, but aku inda suka, that car is like so low! I don't like passing the humps with that car, sakit kalia! You can feel the antah how do you call that, whatever.

Anyways! CHRISTMAS IS COMING NEAR!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGRHRHRGRGGHRGRHGRHGRHRHHHH!
I told my mum to buy me a new guitar, since my guitar's last string putus, (yoh apakan memaksa mama ku lagitu)
but! whatever! hhahaha.
anyways I'm off. bye babies <3

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miri (?)
Saturday, December 19, 2009

heyaaa. im in miri now babies!
hahahaha, so...........
- almost, ALMOST drowned in a swimming pool
- didnt eat my lunch and dinner
- staying in a hotel
- going to shopping tomorrow, I TELLS YAAAAAAAHH!


okay byebye! :P

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sam koster
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

hahaha, its over (?)
lol anyways, i am currently addicted to this song
six feet under the stars- all time low
its a very nice song and i really like the lyrics too :)

and and and im obsessed with sam koster (?)
HEHEHEHEHEHE :b

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Afifah hazim =)
Sunday, December 13, 2009





and she can do split, and a straight one too, showoff. :P

ily ily ily!

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happy birthday chris!
Saturday, December 12, 2009

heeyaaaa, i just got back from miri!
siuk gila man, kami tidur di park city everly hotel, which is next to a beach, ada swimming pool *yoh apakan

and and and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST COUSIN
CHRIS(afifah hazim)


(clarissa(in pink), gabriel, nina, chris is the one in blue, and me hdgfhagfha, 2008 christmas, my crib)
Chris is my best cousin, we've been friends from diapers till now, iloveyou dork like banar banar, hee. We call each other dork because of a Korean drama and it was all for random, lol(?), she looks more like an eight years old rather than 13 because of her teeny weeny body. Yeah and we always make fun of her cause she's skinny, yoh nada yo, main ja yaww. :P

yknow, chrissay, if yer reading this yaww, i miss you yaww, and puh lease, datang rumahku masa christmas and tidur sini, quit school, and stay with me, yoh apakan, menggalak lagitu babe.eyonyaaaa, 13 sudah, hee, badan damit, i loveyou <3

and imma post more of our pictures karang <3

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11 december 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009

lol, i'm supposed to post it yesterday but whatever, hee.







it's hehehehhhhh :b, official (?) HEHE.
and and and,
ilytNashreenMalik♥ =$

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b♥
Thursday, December 10, 2009

hiyaa :D
im not going to be here for two days, starting tomorrow.
im going to miri, and stay in hotel, my cousin's wedding.


you're my beautiful misery.♥

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we go up and we go down

umm, heya.
im not really in a good mood. >:(
yeah, see that face? i went to my inbox. and surprised that he gave me a message, i dont wanna talk about it anymore cause it really hurts?
okay bye.
(and please dont ignore me after that, i am still putting hope)

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HEHE :)
im so happy!
omg, aku pun nda tau napa, hmm, lemme just blog bercampuran.if ya dont understand, inda payah tah read it.anyways, ummmmm, i feel better after skdjdkdsahkjasgsad HEHE!! I KNOW RIGHT?!!? hahaha, that is why I'm feeling happy cause he didnt make me feel like he's forgetting me or wotebaaa and i dont think you get me, ahhaha you'll know when you're in love, HEHE.

you: ily b♥ .
me: ilyt b ♥ .

:)))))))))))))))))))))

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hmmph.

Ea baru baru online but then he gotssssssssssssss to go. >:|




HEHE.
anyways, my mood is not so good.and yeah im faking everything like im happy by saying HEHE, gorsh, anyways ♥♥

bye sexy babies.

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head over heels?


hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa babies &&&&&
i think i'm falling head over heels for him, well i'm not so sure.he's very cute in his own ways and he makes me laugh like every second we chat, hee. :D

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hiyaa
Wednesday, December 9, 2009

grr, msn is being so.......... >:|

omg,

omgomgomgomg, he is really CUTE :b
dont ask me who.

hehehehhhh :b

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